The Year Begins.
June wasn’t exactly a rosy month for me.
Lost my baby (camera).
Crashed my dear (ibook).
Cancelled my love (vacation).
Plus another hundreds (exaggerated figure of cos) of unexpected ‘happenings’. Thinking about it can be quite horrifying. But I realised my immune has grown stronger over the years and its really not that bad. 
I still have time to play and laugh, eat and relax. & time to reflect and plan. To restore hope and optimism. To dream a little more dreams.
Now that June’s over in a flash (June has been quite a lousy month for me for the past few years actually…), life begins on a fresh new page as the new year begins! YES! My year calendar starts in July –> my favourite month.
I guess the slow-mo-everything-me takes 6 months to kickstart the engine, to have a direction, to find my drive, to gear up & starting moving.. I dunno, since school days been like that bah.. when I realised I haven been working hard at all, or I’ve failed myself miserably, July comes as an alarm. It used to be a turning point, it now seems like a new beginning.
Been sorting out lotsa thoughts lately, awake, dreaming, penning down tasks & problems etc, now seems to be a much more effective time to get real into all these without the stress and disruption from the usual dec-feb festive season.
As an Optimistic Pessimist, even though my year apparently seems 50% reduced, I would like to think that always better late than never. Now’s a good time and a chance to change the bad to the good. If the past 6 months has been entirely bad, then please make a change happen for the 2nd 6 months..the year need not be mostly bad. (Okay 2006 has been good for me till June compared to 2005 first half la!)
So, Happy New Year to myself!!!
[ The power of the human brain is incredibly amazing. However, its still second when placed next to the human heart. Heart rules over Head, isn't it? ]
FEVER
PS. ops! extremely sorry to a friend whom i’m supposed to help him do something…been dragging for ages…sorry! I will get going very soon!
