Careless Whispers. Clumsy Antics.
Forgotten blues…crazy but real.
Ethereal thoughts…vivid but sad.
The best of dreamers needs the greatest of courage.
Such beautiful mistakes, who is to blame?
[ When you can't see any other alternative roads ahead, it only makes sense to continue driving. Who cares where it leads to. ]
Saturday afternoon, 5.10pm.
The unusual wet season was finally over. The sun today is oh so hot & glaring, the kind of weather that just makes u wanna dive into the waters! Oh well, people are commenting that I’m getting ‘whiter’, I really should get some sun before my skin’s resistence & tolerance to harmful UV rays drop even further…Perfectly fine weather aside, I am also armed with a funny book for some laughs & scoops of almond+praline+pecan ice cream that melts my heart even faster than the sun melts it! This is really heavenly! Simple pleasures are the most enjoyable, esp.when u have the pocket of time to indulge & savour! People, get SunnY!
[ The heavenly ice cream inspires me to blog after being too lazy to update this for a while. Motivations can come from the most unusual places. Pay attention to your surroundings and heart, & you will find what you are looking for. 
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SomeOne brought this film to my mind lately, prompted me to recap thru it once more. A movie I really liked for the past year, it is the idea behind it that mesmerized me so.
I do not know if I’m marvelling over the fantastic procedure of being able to undO one’s painful memories? Or am I just downright drawn to the ‘helplessly-romantic’ twist as the story begins, unfolds & conclude. (ps. Jim Carrey is amazingly charming, I nv thot so b4 hee) Well, cut the crap, it has gotta be the latter.
If I have a past that I would rather choose not to have, will I go for it? I’m pretty certain going thru it would generate results opposite of the desired intention, just like in Joel Barish’s case, only the good times resurface, & the tighter you hold on to them..
Backfired! But a great invention to have nonetheless… I recommend anyone who needs a boost to a r/s of any kind, or simply wants to discover the good sides of something to sign up for this procedure! But if you truely wants to let go, stay away! 
[SomehOw, I like ambiguity. I like ideas that have no exact definition, no right no wrong, no answer. I wonder why? My escapism tendencies again? Perhaps.]
And no wonder they say the female species’ moods r like the ever-changing weather..jus hours ago i’m all sunny smiles..& now i’m all drenched.. at least we hv the weather forecast to warn us of an approaching thunderstorm..if only somebody can forewarn me..this all so familiar (& unfamiliar) feelings of heartache & moodiness wouldn’t have returned..curiousity kills the cat (the sad fish in this instance.. 
) y does the heart feels so (too) much? can one lived a happy life free from disappointment n agony? forever? the answer is probably no. just hope that the currents of this torrential rains will wash away the blues as well… (wake up! this isnt the time to hide under the covers nursing a stupid cold!!)
Listen to the rhythm of the falling rain, telling me just what a fool i’ve been…lalala..lalala..hahaha..lalala..life is an irony!
[ there might not be a beautiful rainbow at the other end of this, but the sun will definitely shine again.. very soon. ]
Thai-filled weekend..culinary treats of spices, green curries, pineapple rice, glass noodles, sweet desserts, thai iced-tea, beef noodles; chatuchak’ feast of sequins, handicraft, woodwood, beads, accessories, clothings, bags & mOre!
After being cut-off from civilisation for almost a month, these eye & tummy candies sure appear to be more tempting than ever! Never enjoyed Thai cuisine as much as now, daily Thai food & cravings for mOre! (sigh…food is the only viable endulgement for the more budget-conscious me now) Browsing thru all those pretty stuff imported from BKK, I’m really so tempted to visit for a shopping spree!
Nevermind the wet weather these days, I’m now truely in a mood that resembles the thai’s warm climate! If u bump into me now, I’ll probably greet u with a 1000 smiles! so lucky u haha……
[ Verdict: I've passed my test with flying colours! ]
YaaY! 
