The Madness Goes On …
its august soon. i almost choked.
this yr is the most fast-paced yr i had. (wait, din i said that last yr too?) ha, perhaps i’ll make the same comment again next yr & the following yrs to come. One beauty ed says women after 21 will embark on the road of graceful ageing, journey of no return. Not only that, life after 21 seems like a whirlwind too, accelerating each time u blew another candle off ur cake. I’m not saying it’s all bad. It’s in fact interesting how in a couple of years’ time make all the difference. (do not wish to quote any examples here, i shall not try to challenge myself with the past-tensed me!) 
the busy months are over, but the madness goes on. It’s great to be able to once again be ‘ahead of time’ rather than watching time ran past me each day without being able to catch a single breath..those crazy days, weeks, months..left me almost asthmatic. enjoy the scenery while i could! i dunno what is tmr’s going to look like. & i’m letting go..i dun care (as) much. i visualise a happy tmr, in no exact shapes & colours. take things as they come. Plan ahead but do not live in the future. It’s as futile as living in the past. 
oily, greasing, fattening, heaty, cholesterol laden food are on my diet listing this week. (partly thanks to the pasar malam near my place!) oh-no..im croaking soon. oh no…old frens, overseas fren, new fren, concert, birthday bash..all the way to the end of july. oh-no….i’m gonna say hello to them in my toad-like crooaaaak!! oh-no…..
warning! - contentment & happiness leads to better sense of smell, improved palate and increased appetite. devour at your own risk!
its august soon, & it’ll be back to swim swim swim! diet diet diet! chomping on chips still, i almost choked. oh-no……
[oscar wilde - only the shallow know themselves]
